dylan babbles!

omg. dylan has started to BABBLE. properly. it’s hilarious!


it is beyond cute.

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electricity fingers

fabulous faces - week 2

14.02.2010. electricity sparked from my fingers when i touched, in the dark, one of my mother’s leopard-print pillows. i stared at the blue flickery lights in awe, electrified, and thought to myself; “no one will believe me when I tell them that electricity came from my fingers”. then, i fell asleep.

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15.02.2010. i walked into the hospital and stepped into the room that housed my birthfather, now in his 60ties, ravaged by a life too hard, awaiting open heart surgery. he looked well, even good, for someone with a heart problem. i even thought that his sharp facial features and his toned upper body resembled that of nick nolte’s. when he saw me and dylan, he started weeping. weeping was something he’d been doing a lot more of in the last years.

on his windowsill stood photo frames with pictures of my son, my brother and me.

his speech was difficult, but his english was surprisingly good. i studied his face, his hands. his finger nails did an odd thing; they were rounded out around his fingers. his nose, pointy, looked a little like my brother’s, not so much mine.


my birthfather holding me as a baby

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16.02.2010. the wind was cold, the sky was cold and blue. we walked down to the shopping centre in hopes of finding the perfect restaurant or cafe to celebrate our 5 year anniversary in. i wanted a place that was understanding of how beautiful this was, but no cafe or restaurant seemed to understand the particular beauty that our union represented. we strolled back to the first ‘brasserie’ i had rejected. “all that matters is that we know, that we connect, that we stand still, for a moment” said andy, the most amazing man in the world. and i agreed. the restaurant, cafe, the particular place where we celebrated, did not matter. it was us that mattered. ♥ 5 years ♥

we each ordered a salad, andy chose salmon, i had goats cheese with honey. we each listed our top 5 wonderful memories of each other, andy recalled my shuffling feet rushing back from the bathroom when i found out i was pregnant with dylan. i remembered a moment of great empathy, andy has oodles of it, for me, and kisses, there are always the kisses.

***

17.02.2010. “he’s got my ears!” my mum exclaimed proudly! i stared with curiousity at her ears, and goodness me; she was right. both hers and dylan’s are a little ‘flappy’. i’d never noticed it on my mum before, her layered light brown hair always cover them up. so cute. i smiled.

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18.02.2010. my step father walked in with a sly smile on his face. always the kidder, always the joker. he loves laughing and making people laugh. dressed in funky clothing, he looks young and ‘cool’ for his age. “i got you a map of europe”, he says to andy. “oh great” andy smiles at him with kindness. my dad hands him over a little box. “here’s your map”. confusion spreads over andy’s face and mine. when andy opens the box, we see that it contains a tom tom gps system. “a gift for you” says my step father.

my mum & dylbee on Twitpic my dad and dylbee on Twitpic

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25.02.2010. my brother and i sit on the bus from patcham to the centre of brighton. a lady opposite us is mewing like a cat and cackles on and off. her eyes wide, she stares at me intensely while producing more inane noises. my brother and i exchange glances. we pretend nothing is going on and tell each other in dutch to avoid eye contact with the lady. he continues to tell me stories about his life, thoughts, feelings. he manages to ignore the lady, i’m not so successful, she makes me nervous, fearful. all of a sudden i am deeply amused by and appreciative of my brother who just continues to talk on and on, like nothing is going on, while a cat lady makes crazy mewing sounds opposite us. the scene is truly hilarious, and i love him for it so much.

my brother and dylan


life. it keeps pushing me towards awareness, towards being present, to here, to now, to people, to thoughts, to emotions, to feelings, to joys, to fears, to carpet fibers, to birds, to grass, lemons, paintbrushes, pencils, light bulbs and books. it’s as if it screams at me sometimes, but i am so so sleepy, and unconscious much of the time. it makes me feel sad. and to that too, life wants me to be present. so i try, and then i am, and then fall asleep again, while being awake.

i’m taking more active measures to remain here. to remain now. it is really the only thing there is, so i’d better start valuing it, savouring it and noticing it more.







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girl flower heart house

there is more. there is art, there is people, there is family who i don’t see a lot like my cousin mirjam who is beautiful in and out. there is my only living grandma who is gentle, beautiful and sweet, there are two young children, david and levi with sparkles in their eyes. there are my online art students, there is the blue, blue sky today with breath taking sunshine. there is my rainbow coloured fingerless gloves, nail varnish and my obsession with tidying the house. there are the big stuffed floppy elephant and the great green stuffed crocodile my mum gave us. there are my issues with food, my rheumatism, new meds that seem to make me fearful.

and of course of course of course, there are andy & dylan. andy, who is gentle, compassionate, beautiful and kind. his new thing is that he likes to give food to the birds in the garden. he goes out to buy those bird food balls and hanger things. the first 3 days, no birds came, while he stood excitedly in front of the window, looking out. now, we’ve seen several, including a robin and a ‘koolmeesje’. he makes me smile and sigh inside. he helps me, loves me, cares for me with kindness.

and dylbee, the centre of my universe, who manages to throw up on everything i own, including my face, and who knows exactly to poo mountains of poo when he’s not wearing a nappy, making me and andy laugh our heads off. dylan, who now is learning to eat solids and smears it all over his face with careful precision and who likes to put his feet and toes in his mouth! dylan, who makes me heart leap, swell, jump and grow, every day.


(toe eating)

dylan and daddy

dylan beauty


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a mix of things

hallo again! wow, another post from me!, so soon? :-)

well. imma gonna copy/ paste a few things over here that i posted somewhere else alreadies. seeing that not everyone here follows me everywhere else, ha ha.

so, a mix of things! number 1, big news; DYLAN CAN ROLL OVER! (yes, this IS a big deal!), see him in rolly over action here;

& this be a uber cute peekture of him (hat made by the awesome beverley);

we just received an awesome package from @beingbeverley!! she... on Twitpic

this be a uber silly pic of me;

aren't i charming. ;) on Twitpic

behind the cut are some questions i answered on formspring.me which i have enjoyed doing;

Was art something you have always done, or was there a pivotal moment when you realised you wanted to make art part of your life?

I’ve always been artistic. I did drama, music & art as part of my A-levels (high school) and loved art in junior school as well. Photography came into my life in my twenties. Art (specifically painting/ drawing) was always a part of my life, but has taken on more of a professional focus in the last 5-6 years or so. Before that, it was more of an intense hobby.

What is your view/belief/feeling on God? Does God have a place in your life?

I am not a religious person but a spiritual one. I don’t believe in a God the way Christians or Muslims depict him. I believe God is all things and everyone. My spiritual views resonate most with Non-duality/ Zen & Buddhism. :)

Do you aim to follow any particular philosophy or parenting style for raising Dylan?

yes. andy and i live something called ‘nonviolent communication’ or ‘compassionate communication’ (by marshall rosenberg). it focuses on connecting authentically to human needs. it avoids moralistic judgements and punishment & rewards. as this is our life style, this will be how dylan is raised. :)

i’ve also noticed that some of my parenting approaches have elements of attachment parenting (such as; co-sleeping & feeding on demand/ request), but i don’t actually do those things because of attachment parenting, it’s just something that i naturally wanted to do. it feels ‘right’.

the focus for us is on nvc and child-led parenting. :-)

How come you’re so awesome?

ha ha! we all are! by default! we made it to this earth didn’t we? that’s pretty awesome to me : D

name please your 10 most favorite CDs ever

1. “Blue” Joni Mitchell
2. “Little Earthquakes” Tori Amos
3. “Rubber Soul” The Beatles
4. “Little Black Numbers” Kathryn Williams
5. “Ophelia” Natalie Merchant
6. “Almost Famous” Simon & Garfunkel
7. “Crime of the Century” Supertramp
8. “I Am Bird Now” Antony & the Johnsons
9. “Want Two” Rufus Wainwright
10. “Quelqu’un m’a dit” Carla Bruni

Are you happy with what you have done with your life, or would you change something?

i neglected the care of a white bunny when i was about 8 years old. it resulted in its death. i still feel utter guilt and sadness over this. i would’ve liked to have changed that. regarding major decisions in my life i am very contented and happy with what i’ve done with my life. :-)

Name five places you’d like to visit.

:-) visit again? or places i haven’t been to yet?

ok, places i haven’t been to yet;

1. new york (why? hey, it’s new yoik! ;), the most amazing city evar no? ;)) it’d be like walking around in a movie though, so that’d be weird, but wouldn’t deter me from going. :)

2. nepal (have always had an attraction to this country because of the colourful clothing people wear. should’ve visited it when i lived in sri lanka, but didn’t have the chance, also, it’s really roundabout to get from sl to nepal even though it’s so nearby)

3. iceland, any place that produced sigur ros must be an amazing place. i have such a mystical, magical impression of the country.

4. sweden, or any other scandanavian country really. love the language, love the people, love the snowy weather.

5. australia, such amazing vastness, hilariously cool accent, awesome animals (kangaroo/ koala – is it a coincidence they both start with a ‘k’?) and i have some great friends there.


There was a time in your life when you weren’t sure about marriage and babies etc, why? And what changed?

i only ever wanted to bring a child into the world if i knew i was psychologically, emotionally and financially stable (or at least; stable-er, ha ha). before andy came into my life i had a lot of emotional and psycholgical challenges and could not imagine caring for a child if i wasn’t able to care for myself! when i met andy, everything changed, i grew stronger on all levels and so marriage/ a child seemed to be a beautiful and logical consequence of it all.


Would you rather be a famous musician or a famous actor?

there was a time when i wanted to be both with equal ferocity for all the ‘wrong’ reasons. now, i enjoy doing music for a small audience. proper fame would absolutely do my head in.


What was your favorite book as a child?

i read a lot more as a child than i do now, sadly. a few of my favs were; ‘the secret garden’, ‘mio my mio’ and ‘the brother’s lionheart’.

feel free to ask me any questions if you like too, over here. i enjoy doing them! :D

3 more days until my next course starts! :-) if you want to experience it from the beginning, make sure to register before monday! (find out more here)

i’m making more little clay houses! it is very relaxing to do, very enjoyable process! :) i sold 3 of them already! :)

**

feeling a bit better emotionally. still completely freaked out by all the horror haiti stories (6 year old boy lies under rubble for 5 days, then gets saved, what must’ve gone on in that poor little mind for 5 days?! – father writes goodbye notes to little sons with own blood etc), but somehow coping better with this sort of information. byron katie helps me process and ‘being here-now-ness’ helps.

i’ve also started exercising on an exercise bike! yahah, we bought one for only £35 at Asda’s and it’s going pretty well so far!

i do 20mins a day while watching 1 episode of friends (or scrubs) in the morning while andy looks after dylan, it’s quite nice, because this way i don’t have to go to a gym or run outside, i can just wake up and step on this bike and get a tiny bit of cardio going (i still stop quite a bit but at least i’m doing something, trying to lose some of the pregnancy weight and whatever weight there was before the pregnancy too, ha ha!).

so, i’m more up at the moment. which makes me :0)

hope everyone is well.

hugga bugga. x

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little houses of love.

little clay houses

these little adorable housies are now for sale in my etsy shop!

hullo the world.

i think i am going to have to resign to the fact that updating blogs is no longer something i can do as frequently as i’d like! when i look back over my journal, there was a point where i updated 4-5 times a day at times (2004). now, i’m lucky if i get to update 4-5 times a month. there are two reasons for this;

1. dylbee, of course, the little angel sort of lives ON me for about 75% of the day. i am an ‘attachement’ or ‘baby-led’ parent, meaning; i respond to his needs where/ when needed; his needs are prioritised over mine (within reason, of course). babies this age need a lot of physical hugs, holding and contact, hence, he lives on me for a substantial part of the day, and blog writing isn’t so easy with one hand. :)

2. twitter. now that i can update to twitter in short sentences and share videos and photos within a matter of seconds, i somehow feel i am connected and share what i normally share in longer versions over here and on blogspot. twitter is miniature blogging and it fulfills many of my blogging needs, ha ha. so, because of twitter i don’t feel totally deprived from the blogging world and therefore don’t go through great lengths to get a blog post out.

but, yes, i do do do do miss this. i miss spilling over and spilling out all my inner feelings, thoughts and stufffff.

i enjoy writing more lengthy posts, and i like really digging deeper into my emotional, psychological states, or merely writing poetically about my day/ life etc.

so, dylan fell asleep about 20 mins ago and i have some time to write! yahoo! :D i can feel you all jumping up and down with excitement. ;)

now then, here follows an account of what’s been happening with me, lately;

the two most important people in my life

♥ dylan remains an amazing marvel of a human being, he grows stronger and bigger every day and he is this constant source of love and amusement. also a source of sleep deprivation, although he’s sleeping for much longer chunks at night more or less all time now. on jan 17th he’ll be 5 months old! wowsa.

Dylan - 20 weeks old

♥ andy remains this beautiful, compassionate, amazing person who has infinite amounts of patience, love and care for me and our child. my text message to him earlier today says it all;


here is a little video of the both of them, done today;




polymer clay

i’ve always wanted to make things with my hands out of clay, but always thought i need a big fuck off kiln for that, so never went down that road. then, i discovered polymer clay which hardens in a normal home based oven. imagine my joy! so, i’ve been sculpting, baking, painting and varnishing polymer clay lately (something that can more easily be done with a sleeping baby on your lap) and am LOVING it, see pics above of the little clay houses. and another example;


love angel

little clay love houses

(also for sale in my etsy shop)

it’s wonderfully therapeutic to make these. gonna do much more of it if i can.

emotional state

i don’t know if it’s hormones from baby things or the new rheumatism meds i’m taking, but i am still incredibly ‘tuned in’ or ‘affected by’ other people’s suffering. to the point where it’s really making me depressed, sad, scared and fearful.

take the haiti disaster, or the man who was executed in china. when i hear these things, i imagine it happen to myself or a loved one and can’t stop crying. i know, rationally, that this is in no way helpful or achieving anything, the whole thing is completely pointless, but i can’t seem to stop myself from doing it. we did a search online and looked up depression as a side effect to my meds and some people did mention depression but apparently it’s rare.

i have moments where i can be more ‘zen’ about other people’s suffering, but i often slip back into feeling terribly upset by it all, to a much greater extent than from before i had dylan. at times i’m a bit at a loss as to what to do about it, byron katie’s approach seems to work best, but it’s as if a part of my brain keeps overriding any strategy i have to not get affected (or just less hysterically affected!), so it’s wearing me down a little bit.

the new house

we still haven’t completely unpacked! one of the rooms has got a pile of unpacked boxes and bags in it, but other things keep taking priority! like work and dylan and watching tv for instance, ha ha. ;)

but anyway, here is a little tour of our house!




art courses & ning

my new art course, fabulous faces, will begin on 25th of Jan, i’m working hard on getting most of the videos and pdfs ready before i even start so that during the course it won’t be possible to run out of time all of a sudden. smart thinking eh. it’s really wonderful to be back teaching, i do enjoy editing the videos together and really making the lessons as easy and accessible as possible. editing the videos is actually doable with dylan on me as i mostly need one hand only for it! registration for this course is still open, if you’re interested you can sign up HERE.

my ning site has reached its 1000th member this week! in honour of this i’m holding a give away with several prizes over HERE.

The Art of Self Acceptance – Book Project – i’m hoping to publish a book and so i’ve started this book project about art & self-love/ self acceptance! i’m looking for contributing artists! if you’re interested in contributing, have a read about the details here; http://www.willowing.org/2010/01/art-of-self-acceptance-book-project.html

i would love it if some of my lj buddies would take part!

NVC – nonviolent communication

i’ve started a weekly tele practise group with Jim & Jori Manske via the NVC Academy. jim & jori were trainers on the intensive nvc training i went to in albuquerque in 2007 and i thoroughly enjoyed learning from them and being around them. it is wonderful reconnecting with them.

i had my first session last night (i missed last week’s duh!) and some interesting exercises on ‘presence’ were shared. i would’ve enjoyed more one on one listening or interaction, but there were approx 25 people taking part so that wasn’t really possible. nevertheless, it was great having 2 hours in which i could preoccupy my mind with presence-nvc work (and some painting too) while andy looked after dylan. i recommend nvc academy for people who want to learn more about nvc.

other random
snow. i love snow, but it’s really been limiting my mobility lately, so, if it’s ok with the snow, pls go away now. ;)

other emotional
i just really want to be able to be more grounded and a little more at peace in my head.

so, to help with that, here are some helpful zen/ byron katie/ buddhistie quotes;

~ ByronKatie – “Until you experience death as a gift, your Work’s not done. So if you’re afraid of it, that shows you what to question next.” (a gift huh? … sigh, oh well .. )

“Focusing on what we think we need keeps us from being present to what’s already right here. “~Cheri Huber

“You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.” ~Winnie the Pooh (I LOVE this one!)

“The primary cause of unhappiness is not the situation, but your thoughts about it.” ~ Eckhart Tolle (sooo true!)

“Stop looking for something out there and begin looking within.” ~Rumi

“It takes great learning to understand that all things, events, encounters and circumstances are helpful.” ~ #ACIM (i sooo want to see that, but find it so difficult!)

***

and with that, i bid thee adieu and goodnight lovely reader.

ps.
i’m here on twitter
i’m here on fb

xx

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the art of self acceptance book project

if you’d like to contribute, pls join my ning site: www.willowing.ning.com and then this group: collab art.

The Art of Self Acceptance – Book Project

One of THE biggest challenges you will face in life is; loving yourself. Sadly, we are conditioned, raised to think of ourselves as less than others, a lucky of few of us had awesome parents who showered us with unconditional love, but they are few and far in between! So for many it is a struggle to love, hey, even simply like ourselves at times!

I personally think that a lack of self acceptance lies at the core of a lot of our personal and global problems. I think that a world with people who truly fully and totally unconditionally accept themselves is a utopic one and would sort out a whole load of the problems we currently have in the world!

So, why not make a book about it? I hope that this book full of your work and explorations around self acceptance will work as healing to all of us somehow! :)

Ok, so what to contribute?

I imagine each artist to get a max of 2 page spread. You can fill this spread with anything you want as long as it relates to art and self acceptance/ love/ kindness towards the self.

Examples of what you might do:

1. Submit an art journal entry which has a self love theme. With this you can write a little story about how art journaling helps you be kinder towards yourself.

2. Do you take photographs? Perhaps you take self portraits and jazz them up in photoshop? Do these projects help you with your self acceptance? Explore, describe, submit!

3. Do you write poetry? Oscar Wilde once wrote that we would all have the wildest (;) love afair with ourselves, what do you think? Submit your self love, or struggle with self love poetry to the book!

4. It doesn’t have to be solely about how art helps you with your self acceptance, perhaps, you have a really really hard time loving yourself, darker entries around how it’s all just not working out is also ok, perhaps submitting that dark piece of art will actually help you with your self love growth?

5. Do you sculpt, make puppets, carve wood? Do your creations helps you somehow, some way towards a happier you? Pls submit photos of your creations and share with us how and why your creations or your creative processes help you!

6. Do you make junk art? Bags? Scanner art? Knit, crochet, sew? Use polymer clay? Do any of these activities make you happier and/or help you get in touch with your you-ness and make you feel happy? Share it with the world in this book!! :-)

Ok, I am going to set a draft deadline for 20th February 2010! That gives you a month and a half to produce some ideas/ drafts!

When you submit work, try to scan it at high quality pixels (tiff format would be best, but high pixel jpeg is fine too). If you can only photographs your work, pls try to take high quality, high pixelation picture with nice lighting (best would be in natural sunlight).

Pls also submit:

1. a photograph of yourself that you love!!! ♥ (high quality again if possible)
2. any website links/ urls you’d like to have printed by your section
3. a little blurb/ story on your self love journey (no more than approx 500 words if it’s accompanying a/ some pieces of art), if what you want to submit is prose then it can be larger!!

Ok, hope that gives you some great ideas you guys! Can’t wait to see what you guys come up with!

Please send your submissions to: willowing [at] gmail [dot] com.

If you have any other great ideas to contribute, pls let us know in the comment section! x

Big hugs
Tam x


extra info:

Oooh, I’m so excited by all your responses! This book is going to be great! I can feel it in my bonessss! :)

Ok, so I’m just going to respond to some of your questions/ queries in this section here so that everyone can read it.

@rhomany; blurb is a self publish site like lulu and everyone will be able to buy their own copy!

@ingrid; Hi ingrid! I hope for this book to explore how art and self acceptance go together or not and for people to contribute art in any form (so could be paintings/ photography/ poetry or a simple piece of prose or ancedote about your own journey into self love/ acceptance). I would LOVE IT if you could contribute something! :) x

@heather: hi heather! it’s ok to submit a photo, although it’d be important to take a high quality photo of it so that it would print properly! so excited that you’re interested to contribute, yay! x

@julia; i love your idea about an art conversation! how do you envision that, pls tell me more!

Ok, so a bit more detail about what I have in mind, and let’s think of a first draft deadline! The other thing I’m looking for is one or two co-editors! Anyone interested in that role?

Posted on Dec 23rd 2009:
Hi Guys!

So, I’ve been brooding on this idea for a while now! In the new year, I want to publish a book via blurb about Art & Self Acceptance, possible title; (The Art of Self-Love or The Art of Self-Acceptance).

I envision a book with art from all of you guys that is themed, or explores the idea of self love/ acceptance/ kindness towards the self.

The art could be in all forms; paintings/ mandalas/ photography/ 3d/ poetry/ story writing.

I am thinking of hoping to find about 30 or so contributing artists/ writers/ photographers, each gets a two page spread or less if they want to contribute less. Photos of the arists and their own journey/ stories of self acceptance in relation to art will be added and links to your websites too!

I’m hoping to produce a book that people can relate to, feel inspired by and may even find some healing through. (Perhaps a little like the post secret books although more involved with more variety and styles and different stories/ contributions).

I’d love to hear your thoughts on this in the comment section! And let me know if you’re interested in being one of the contributing arists! :)

Thanks !
Tam x

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Fabulous Faces – Registration now Open!


Registration for Fabulous Faces is NOW OPEN!

Learn how to create your own pretty portraits!

Download the Course Outline & Supply List HERE.


How to sign up and what happens:

1. Pay your course fee (£45 GBP) by clicking on the ‘buy now’ button – but make sure to write in the email address you want to sign up with (or have already signed up with):

£45 (GBP)

Enter Your Email Address:



Or by sending £45 (GBP) to my paypal account: tamara[dot]laporte[at]gmail[dot]com, making sure to let me know in the comment section which email you’d like to sign up with!

Pls note: if you don’t have a paypal account but you do have standard credit cards like mastecard/ visa card/ swift etc, you can still pay via paypal as a guest, you too should click on the ‘buy now’ button. If you don’t want/ can’t pay via paypal and don’t have any major creditcards, pls private msg me so we can work something out!

2. I will send you 2 emails, one is an invitation to the workshop, the second is an email with a welcome pack pdf.

3. You need to accept my invitation to the group (follow the
links in the email).

4. Voila! You are a member!

If things are confusing and you can’t figure things out, pls email me on tam[at]willowing[dot]org. Or check out the FAQ page over here: FAQ

Workshop 5 – Fabulous Faces – Course Leader: Tam (Willowing)

This course will run for 6 weeks with a full length video & pdf file per week!

Course skill level: beginner & intermediate
Course fee:
£45 GBP

Course outline

week 125.01.2010Drawing & shading a front facing portrait in graphite – basics.
week 201.02.2010Shading a front facing portrait in colour – various materials.
week 308.02.2010Drawing/ shading a 3 quarter portrait in colour.
week 415.02.2010Drawing/ shading a profile portrait in colour.
week 522.02.2010Adding items/ objects etc to your portrait piece + looking at different mixed media styles to create your portrait (such as drawing a portrait on top of bookpages or music scores, as an example).
week 601.03.2010Integrating your portrait into a mixed media background – going over some layering styles too.

Videos can be downloaded throughout the 6 weeks, don’t worry if you’re not available on Monday”s; all videos remain online for the duration of the course.

Your pdfs will contain technical guidance on the techniques covered in the videos.

Note: once you have paid and signed up for the course, you will be sent an in depth welcome pack which lists materials and other details of the course.

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my 2009

I sit here in the wee hours of the morning of the last day of 2009. I always feel nostalgic, or at least, melancholy when I think another year is about to end. I bond with a year, weirdly, with the number, that is, and somehow mourn that that number is going by, dies, or fades like a burnt out star in the sky. See, I’m all poetic about it.

My child and husband are still asleep in the other room. I marvel at those two words; “child” & “husband”, those who have read my journal since its inception will attest to how I wasn’t the type of person who you’d imagine ending up with a ‘child’ and a ‘husband’. I now think; ‘how could I ever NOT’ end up with those two amazing creatures in my life? I am hugely blessed. :-)

2009 was an incredible year for me;

I got married (albeit not with a lot of noise).

I was pregnant for 9 months and then gave birth to a child (with a LOT of noise ;)).

mummy & dylan

We moved to a bigger house;

(this is the view at the back)

I ran my first ever online art course;

We had a wonderful time in Spain:

and it snowed! (twice this year).

feb 2009:

dec 2009:

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so those were my highlights. :-)

i hope to write a bit more in the new year as with dylan i’ve had much less time in the last 4 months to write and connect with my buddies here in the internetverse. i miss that.

current pre-occupations; i’m working hard on my next online art course ‘fabulous faces’ (registration opens next week some time) and we’re trying to get the house ready with all the unpacking. still a lot to do, and every project/ task gets slowed down by little dylbee, but hey, such is life with an infant! :)

oh! i finished the commission for mark () and you can see it be created in my latest youtube art video here;



i wish you all a spectacular 2010 with much love, health, abundance, joy and ‘being-here-now-ness’.

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Akmal Shaikh

Feeling utter despair at the thought of this man being executed. Please help by sending a msg to Gordon Brown. I desperately hope the British Government can intervene.

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Less than a week to save Akmal Shaikh

Akmal ShaikhDear Supporter,

Akmal Shaikh is facing imminent execution in China. There are reports that his execution has been scheduled for 29 December 2009. Akmal, who is 53 and a father of five from north London, is believed to be mentally ill. He was sentenced to death for drug-smuggling on 29 October 2008 after an unfair trial.  Although he appears to have suffered for many years with mental instability and is likely to have bipolar disorder, the Chinese authorities have refused to allow him to be examined by a doctor. According to Article 18 of China’s Criminal Law, a mental patient who commits a crime, and has not completely lost the ability to recognise or control his own conduct at the time, still has criminal responsibility but may be given a lighter punishment.

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Call on Gordon Brown to urgently intervene on Akmal Shaikh’s behalf. Please write your own appeal or copy the text below and send a message via the Downing Street website.

Dear Prime Minister, As you know Akmal Shaikh, a British national is facing execution in China on 29 December 2009. The Chinese legal system has not taken into account his serious mental illness. I am appealing to you directly to make immediate representations to China’s President Hu Jintao.


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for your amusement. :)

for your amusement. ;)


xoxox

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hello the world!

julie, sophie and lucy on a carousel

julie, lucy and sophie on a carousel. :)

we’re moving to a bigger home on tuesday! been crazy busy packing for the last couple of days and can’t believe how much crap i have accumulated over the years!

physically not been great, RA flares keep happening and because Dylbee is still not sleeping through the night, i’m generally a bit weaker to deal with it all. i’m on new meds though and they should kick in, in about a month and a half.

i’m working on my next online art course and have just finished a commission painting for which i’m doing a youtube vid as well.

obviously, 90% of my time is spent with one of the most amazing loves of my life, lil dylbee boy, who is now smiling, shouting, giggling and as off today; sucking his thumb!

proof ici;





i love this little boy so much, at times it makes my brain explode.

also been making cute polymer clay houses and lil doggies, but not painted yet.

been up and down mood wise but had a brilliant ‘accepting what is’ moment today which helped me ground again.

want to do more nvc vlogs and more, but all my projects now take so much longer with lil baby around as he is priority numbero uno, bien sur jah.

i miss my online clan and connections, but this is how it is, and how it is, is ok. (the secret to life, according to tori).

i sincerely hope everyone out there is well with love in my heart for you. ♥

i’ll be off line (although on twitter via iphone @willowing via iphone, for a week i think, depending on how quickly they reconnect us in the new house.

new house, here i come.

merry xmas lovelies. x



sleepy strawberry boy on Twitpic snugabuggabugga on Twitpic in the park cafe with mums from baby classes :) on Twitpic

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